(via transvestitedonkeywitch)
And in the end you find yourself looking for love in the worst of places, smothering your feelings in the downfall of lost friends and people whom never seemed to care much anyway. But then—when you actually start to think about it—maybe it’s the chemistry of it all. The chemistry of human interaction a need, a companion, and a world that bring people closer. In the end, that’s what we want. But do we always have the ingredients? No, absolutely not because that’s what’s too easy.
I felt like such a horrible person because when I get in relatioships, I get terrified.
I feel trapped and I want to just hide.
But I really do care about the person, that’s the worst part. I just feel like they’re going to leave me anyway. They’ll find someone better and not care.
(Source: theonlymanonearth)
“And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave ‘Cause your presence still lingers here and it won’t leave me alone. These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There’s just too much that time cannot erase.”
(Source: cantspellbasswithoutass, via whippinghaus)
I don’t even have the motivation to get myself out of it.
I just want someone to stop my breathing.
I’m so alone and it feels like no one gives a damn if I’m dead or alive.
No one would miss me.